An Indian gay unwinds..

 I have been meaning to write this post for quite some time. As always, was waiting for the 'right opportunity',  which is nothing but a subtle way of saying - I am being lazy & can't seem to find the motivation to sit & write.  Since the last post written in the last days to August 2024 , the lift has changed so much. I recall last year around same time writing this post about manifesting an alternate reality . A reality that was so different from the fears & worries that surrounded me then. And now in this moment, it fills me up with so much joy & boundless gratitude to Almighty that things turned out to be so good, so far  *touchwood* ! A great job, beautiful apartment, generous colleagues, financial abundance - all the things I had been hoping for in last few years since moving to Canada. Some semblance of the security & comfort I enjoyed back home in India.  But that means it also created a space for the old habit patterns to creep in - ...