Flux


My today's horoscope said - The lure of the strange and unusual is becoming stronger in your horoscope day by day and week by week. The question is, can you satisfy this aspect of your character close at hand or must you plan an overseas expedition? Are you ready for a voyage into the unknown?
I am exactly at a point in life where unknown beckons me. Things are in flux. All chaos. The idea of home, friends, work, love, life. All ask for new meaning. Severed from the hitherto past. No idea what's going to happen.

In times like these, duck your head. Shut down the ever buzzing radio of mind. Light a cigarette. Sit in dark room with faint green light. And surrender. 

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